talking to you today made me think. made me feel something. a lot of things.
u left me speechless today, but here's what my heart really want to say:
syg, at this point i dont know what to call - my feelings for you. but i know i like you. really like you. it started with something harmless but now i know im in deep shit. and i miss you every moment every day. and im jealous of her, the one you loved. i want to be in her place.i want to be her. but i wont hurt you like she did. i promise.
and you talked about her, whom you actually belonged to. i learn to respect her more. i feel guilty for what i did, im doing to her right now.
when you talked about your feelings for me, about responsibility, i feel afraid. god! tomorrow is so unpredictable. i dont know what to expect. but this is for sure, our story will end with one of us hurting. u, me, or her. i dont want any of us to be hurt.
syg, i made a wrong move and there's no turning back. but that is not to say that i regret knowing u. however this story ends, i will always remember you as my sweetest memory.......
that's what i really want to say to you but i guess some things are better left unsaid, right syg?
loves. muah2.
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