Meraung - New Boyz

Menggigil tubuh ini
Melihat kau bersamanya
Tergamam aku tak terkata
Meraung di jiwa
Puas ku pertahankan
Cinta kita sejak dulu
Tapi sayang
Sikit pun tidak
Menghargai cintaku
( korus )Sia-sia saja
Pengorbanan dan kesetiaanku ini
Ku sangka kau permata
Rupanya duri paling berbisa
Ku pasrah dan berdoa
Semoga tabah jiwaku
Oh… tetapi bagaimana
Nak ku lawan
Jiwa yang siksa
Ke mana arah hendak ku tuju
Bila hatiku rindu padamu
Hendakku cari tapi tak guna
Kau bahagia dengan si dia
Dikamar sepi aku termenung
Terbayang bayang kenangan kita
Tidak ku sangka kau
Tergamak pergi
Saat ku masih perlukan mu
( ulang korus )
Ah…ah…ah…Ah…ah…ah…
Meraung di jiwa
Apalah daya kiranya
Orang dah benci
Ah…ah…ah…Ah…ah…ah…
Meraung di jiwa
Tapi tak pernah ku benci
Dirimu sayang

Aku meraung.. literally.. out loud
yup, i cant believe it myself
i've become that kind of girl, jealous and hysterical. damn.

sexism feminism wutevaism

guys
they always wanna fu#k u
but when they finally do
they wont take u seriously
and sometimes they just...flee
forgive me gentlemen
for such a sexist statement
its not like im saying girls are all innocent
there are bitches in our department
believe me its true
i know some of them just too well, maybe im one of them too!

p/s: i apologize if this post offfends u, this is not meant for every guy n every girl in general, just one guy and one bit#h in particular. u kno who u r, xoxo!

mistake, heartbreak, n evrything dat ends ok

to say dat im facing a heartbeak, everyone does
all the time
i've had heartbreaks before, it's nothing new
but this one
it aint just a heartbreak
its a mistake
BIG mistake
a mistake that i know too well i shouldn't have done it
a mistake that i regret most
but what's done is done
there's no point crying, blaming, regretting
they say we learn from mistakes
if so, then i just got a BIG lesson
lesson i shall never forget


i'm gonna be ok



p/s: heads up to readers, my blog will be like this for sometime, deppressing and clear.